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What does "less than 6 months" mean? That is what the doctors said yesterday...based on their "medical opinion".

Sure I am scared- But after I think about it for a bit and work it out in my mind I am determined to enjoy every moment and solid in my belief that Heavenly Father loves me...I know that and I TRUST that. Its easy to trust when its a simple thing, but this thing....I have learned a lot about trusting Father in Heaven. True trust and love knows no limits...and I am not sure you really know true trust and love until you've "walked the walk". It is what I hold on to these days.

One other note....all the genetic testing....I am "normal"... that really means they cant find what is wrong. The end of the road....no more genetic testing. I think it would be easier if we had a name to this thing that is robbing me of life....How about "dang, this stinks" ?????

Last night mommy snuggled me in her arms and we just cuddled..lost in time. Love knows no limits.

Forever............. mommy, its a promise.

Now, bring on the holidays!!!! I need to smell me some turkey and pumpkin pie...hear some Christmas tunes...see some twinkle lights and SNOW! Bring it all on!!


Bosty